When I was a little girl, my dad brought me to the Brunei museum at Kota Batu. I still remember how I was deeply fascinated by the drawings and said to my dad if he thinks that my drawings are good as those displayed. He said, "why don't you make one and send it to the museum to be displayed?" Ever since then, I think, I've started to be interested in drawing. My dad is a good artist and I really admire his art works. Of course, it's a shame he doesn't have them anymore - at least I think he doesn't. He doesn't even draw anymore. But once he starts drawing, he definitely leaves me in awe. He made a portrait of me, once. I somehow feel like I should've appreciated that portrait right from the moment when he showed it to me - I lost it now :S. It was really nice...he even drew it with my gapped front teeth! hehehe! but yeah, I admire my dad and his drawings and his caligraphy skills!
Anyhoo, back to my story...I used to have this dream of having a small room with all my drawings on the walls. I guess I began to dream of it after my dad gave me the idea of sending my drawings to the museum to be displayed =p but then, as I got older, I began to let free of many dreams that I ever had. I guess growing up, I've been trained to actually have an academic goal. From primary school to secondary, I've been told to prioritise 'academic subjects' and not to take those 'less-academic' subjects.
Now, I'm beginning to take some of those things that I used to want and for once, people actually agreed. Therefore, I've decided to at least have an exhibition here ^_^ it's not exactly a 'small room' but it's still considered as an 'exhibit'. Here are just some of it~
Hope they'll be a feast to the eyes!
The message here, is two faced and the different personality. The girl in front wears a lot of accessory and is covering herself up - she has a lot to hide even when she's looking more extravagant than the girl behind. The girl behind has nothing to hide and is just happy as she is. A reflect on one's self really :)
I'm usually not very good when drawing people. I'm VERY impressed with myself here! ^_^ Just someone I had a crush on waaayyy back when I was...16? hehe stupid really :P It was one HUGEEE crush I must say!
Don't get me wrong, but there's just a beauty in girl's legs! I have a fetish in drawing them! I'm still straight, though!
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RAYA WITH THE FAMILY ^_^
So, Alhamdulillah, we've come together once again to the month of Syawal, after one month of cleansing. Hope we've all made the full use of it and may we be gifted with a long age and will meet with Ramadhans and Syawals to come, InsyaAllah...
Of course, my condolonces to those who lost their loved ones during the month of Ramadhan. I heard a lot of 'berita keluarga's on the radio and I am deeply sorry for you. I know I'm not in any place to say 'hang in there' but that is all I can say, 'Hang in there'. It's their time, and we as mere human beings who are powerless to what GOD predestined, can only keep faith and believe that in every storm; sunlight awaits. Al-Fatihah--
Alhamdulillah, the first day of Raya went well. The day seemed to went pass rather quickly. The second day was...also rather quick and I was kind of happy that I still get them green packets - ehem...extra money for gas XP hahaha!! I'm very stingy when it comes to gas and carwash. I'd wait till the very crucial moment to get my car filled and get it washed. I know it's a habit in which I MUST get rid, *God forbid I run out of gas while being out - Nauzubillah!* but, doing how my mom used to do it, which was going to the gas station every time the meter goes by half is pretty tedious~ and going to the Beribi gas station isn't really a thrill either -- well, at least nowadays during the festive season.
Here are some pictures during Raya. Had a great time during the accompanying of the niece and nephew with playing fireworks :) and the brother's house is just SO PERFECT for picture taking. It has nice lighting! I know I've never mentioned it here, but I keep on emphasising to the sisters on how his house lightings are just so...'beautifying'! I'll end it here for now. SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR BATIN to all Muslims out there!
Now that is just plain posed =P
Happy faces of Iman Faqihah and Zharfan :)
Iman Fikriyah O:)
I missed the part where they were playing fireworks but ended up with this quite fancy picture of the night Raya view of my house. Looks pretty festive I think :)
Lastly...
Tadaa!!! Casts of 'Grey's Anatomy'!!...HAHAHAHA!!! No, a family picture of 2009 at abang's house :) See what I mean about the lighting? ;) Not everyone's here tho. Lemme try to do this like them school class photo, yes? XD L to R : KaRin, Iman Fikriyah, Zharfan, Iman Faqihah, nini Papa (my dad), me, nini Mama (my mom) and KaDey
Absentees : Abang, Kaka, KaNah and KaDa <---tsk tsk! where were you people? o_O
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Monday, September 14, 2009
SLIDESHOW OF THE PAST
As promised, I told my girls that I'd try to post up this humble video I made. Thank god, it didn't take as long as it usually would in my endless attempts to post it up on facebook. Hope you guys'll like it ^_^v
p/s: I can't wait till Raya. Not that I'm looking forward to Raya, but that I WANT the one week break! Not to mention tomorrow's Tuesday! I know it's not "kuasa" to favour or hate *loathe* days, but there are just some things that can ruin your day. Oh well...Off to do more work now. Toodles~~
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Sunday, September 6, 2009
BABY STEPS~^_^
So recently I've been extra busy than usual -_-'. Been busy with Design quite most of the times and also trying to figure out the website that I have to get done by sometime November. I'm not going to get more into this, otherwise I'll be more frustrated and be all...how shall I say this...in near comparison to a venomous slithering snake? A heartless 'B'? well yeah, around there...I think there are a few people that already hate me right now (or just aren't fond of me), but oh well, I can't always dance to your effing beat ^_^ You need to dance to mine too, once in a while.
I got back my Korean assignments the other day. How frustrating was it to get a 'D'?! For BOTH assignments! The moment I got back those papers I was like, "aiii...D ganyaaaa~~ :(" But again, whatever, I'll do better next time. Speaking of Korean; it got haaaaarrrdeeerrr!! As in spit splattering - tongue twisting - pressure coming up your neck hard...on second thought, pressure coming up your neck is more of the after feeling of the students' trailing repetition of the lecturer. And again, I would go deeper into this, but nyeh~ it's still the fasting month of holy Ramadhanso LET'S RESPECT THAT :)
What else is new...*thinks hard* oohh!! something happened to my car and I wanted to cry cuz I was so terrified with telling my mom and dad, but thank God my sisters did the talking for me and and bigger thanks cuz my mom and dad wasn't all that mad at me. I do feel bad with the expense it caused...I really didn't mean it :(
Went to FaceShop with KaDey the other day. Hmm...I tell you, that shop is just hard to leave! I bought a liquid cheek and lip thing and KaDey bought blusher I think...or some other? I'm not sure, I was too busy scouting the place, heheheheee =p But anyway, the blusher, I think it's pretty worth to get. It gives both a sheer pink and glow at the same time. I would show you which one but they haven't got a picture of it, so yeah~ although, for the same effect, (and cheaper one) you could try out Silkygirl's one as well. It's this duo rosy pink palette with a very light pink that, I think, gives the glittery look to it.
Anything that is girly or non-school related (or should I say 'Uni' related now? o_O) like clothes, shoes and or girl talks enlightens me nowadays XD I don't know, everything is just so intense nowadays and I don't seem to have balance between work and play! Everything seems to be "work, no play" where I used to be "work AND play". I don't know how to 'chill' (as they call it. Pffffttt!!!), nowadays.
BUT OOOHHH!!! I was dddeeeeepppplllyyyy elated last saturday, despite juggling two discussion groups. Okkk...I know what you're thinking, "why would she pick a clashed discussion group?" No...the first one got a little longer than planned and smeared to my second discussion. There was also a sense of frustration with the second one, cuz some of the members didn't want to take part and all those bull...but yeah, back to my story, I was happy, up till today, just because I met someone after a long time XDDDDDDD. Fullstop, I'm not elaborating.
It's 6 A.M and I'm supposed to do some studying. I've been procrastinating since yesterday...-_-" hmm...I feel liberated? hahaha! I'm all gibber now. But oh! watched Orphan yesterday. Out of 10..I'd say.................................................................................7 just above 6 (^_^)v Here's a trailer. Until then, toodles :)
The message here, is two faced and the different personality. The girl in front wears a lot of accessory and is covering herself up - she has a lot to hide even when she's looking more extravagant than the girl behind. The girl behind has nothing to hide and is just happy as she is. A reflect on one's self really :)
