I'm not really in the mood to blog, but i just somehow feel like it. Therefore, I'm doing what I do best and that is, UPLOADING VIDEOS! hehehe! enjoy!
1st One - Starlight tears (Boys Before Flowers OST)
2nd One - Rascal Flatts 'What hurts the most'
3rd One - Git Fresh 'Blow me a kiss' (My newly favourite song! ;D) They haven't made a video of this one yet, So yeah~ I had to pick this one
NFH has lit up your life again at 6:26 AM
Monday, April 13, 2009
BEING MISERABLE AND 'WANTING' TO BE MISERABLE
Maybe it's obvious to say that the above statement is just pure irony! I mean, who would want to be miserable?? I mean seriously! ASK yourself! and truly ask yourself! If you honestly want to be happy, you'd let go of any other sh** and embrace all the good things! I mean, so what lah if you've been hurt so many times? They're not meant to sink you. If anything, they're meant to toughen you up! Get you you all geared up and not be stepped on! But nooo~~~ You embrace the sh** and put aside the happiness that you're supposed to get from it all.
You're supposed to learn from the mistakes that others done to you. Not to learn others' mistakes and plotting on retaliation. Sure~~ sometimes the phrase "don't get mad, get even" seems to be a tempting suggestion. But do you feel good after fueling the bonfire and end up burning the entire forest?? I mean, if you feel good about it, fine. But if you don't...tsk tsk...You'd need some maniac who could build you a time machine and reverse everything (Good luck with finding him!).
My point of it all is that, you can never find that maniac for he doesn't exist! You don't usually get second chances! They don't just come knocking to your door and say, "Hey! that wasn't very nice. Do you wanna undo it and make it better?" - NO! that is just too good to be true and nothing is "too good". God creates us perfectly and nothing is ever too less or too much (even when we sometimes think that we're created with a little bit less) but who are we to judge!
Second chances don't come for free. Second chances are like those moments when you want something so bad and you can't have them!
So why exactly would you want to befriend misery?? If you think that being miserable is what's going to get you happiness and more attention from people, then you are so WRONG!!!!!! DO You want to change your life and be happy and throw away your misery? Then why not start with changing your attitude! Make ATTITUDE TOWARDS PEOPLE as your TOP PRIORITY for God's sake! It's not only you that have been hurt! We all experience being hurt, stepped on, being turned backs against and all those other bull~ But we grow from it all. Manouver your moves. Not to be bitter and miserable and pushing people more! I know it's rather inevitable to push some away, but it's NOT NECESSARY to hurt them back! SERIOUSLY, IT'S NOT! If you hurt them back, then you're just like them and that makes you lower than them! You know why? Because that'll make you a copy cat and with no originality!---No, scratch that; NO PERSONALITY, NO SPINE and...UGH! NO MIND OF YOUR OWN THAT YOU HAD TO LEARN UP THEIR'S???? Boo! you need some mind clearing issue! And maybe you do need a slap on the face once in a while---just to get you to realise your situation. I'm only saying this because I care...
This brings me to this song my sister 'pajal-ed' me to listen to. Well, I ended up being all touched by it..hehe..but it makes you realise! So I'll post up the lyrics for you to contemplate ;)
BAZ LUHRMANN - SUNSCREEN
Wear sunscreen If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience…I will dispense this advice now. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh nevermind; you will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, in 20 years you’ll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can’t grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked….You’re not as fat as you imagine. Don’t worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday. Do one thing everyday that scares you Sing Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts, don’t put up with people who are reckless with yours. Floss Don’t waste your time on jealousy; sometimes you’re ahead, sometimes you’re behind…the race is long, and in the end, it’s only with yourself. Remember the compliments you receive, forget the insults; if you succeed in doing this, tell me how. Keep your old love letters, throw away your old bank statements. Stretch Don’t feel guilty if you don’t know what you want to do with your life…the most interesting people I know didn’t know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don’t. Get plenty of calcium. Be kind to your knees, you’ll miss them when they’re gone. Maybe you’ll marry, maybe you won’t, maybe you’ll have children,maybe you won’t, maybe you’ll divorce at 40, maybe you’ll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary…what ever you do, don’t congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself either – your choices are half chance, so are everybody else’s. Enjoy your body, use it every way you can…don’t be afraid of it, or what other people think of it, it’s the greatest instrument you’ll ever own.. Dance…even if you have nowhere to do it but in your own living room. Read the directions, even if you don’t follow them. Do NOT read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly. (Brother and sister together we'll make it through Someday your spirit will take you and guide you there I know you've been hurting, and I know I've been waiting to be there for you. And I'll be there, just tell me now, whenever I can. Everybody's free.) Get to know your parents, you never know when they’ll be gone for good. Be nice to your siblings; they are the best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future. Understand that friends come and go,but for the precious few you should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle because the older you get, the more you need the people you knew when you were young. Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard; live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft. Travel. Accept certain inalienable truths, prices will rise, politicians will philander, you too will get old, and when you do you’ll fantasize that when you were young prices were reasonable, politicians were noble and children respected their elders. Respect your elders. Don’t expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund, maybe you have a wealthy spouse; but you never know when either one might run out. Don’t mess too much with your hair, or by the time you're 40, it will look 85. Be careful whose advice you buy, but, be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it’s worth. But trust me on the sunscreen… (Brother and sister together we'll make it through Someday your spirit will take you and guide you there I know you've been hurting, and I know I've been waiting to be there for you. And I'll be there, just tell me now, whenever I can. Everybody's free.)
NFH has lit up your life again at 6:18 AM
Sunday, April 12, 2009
THE OTHER DAY...
So the other day I went to Miri with my sister. We tagged along these people from Sayyidina Hassan and went on a trip on bus to Miri. Hmmm...other than the fact that the journey was overwhelmingly looonggg and my butt felt as if it went flat from all the sitting; I enjoyed it. The best part of the trip was actually that I bought a Mr.Bean's teddy bear! hahaha!! always wanted one, but ended up thinking it'll be a waste of money. But heck! Screw it! I want one! And therefore..............I NOW HAVE ONE!!! YIPPEEE!!!
So despite the long trip, I enjoyed the movie they played on the bus (thank god for that!) HAHA! I spent the whole way back to Brunei watching P.Ramlee's 'Tiga Abdul'. My MP3 player was also being a "cute-for-nothing" helper! yessh! It died at the very moment I needed it MOST!! ERGHK! Better not mention the "moment" but yeah~
The whole journey from Brunei to Miri was not bad, cuz I spent the whole time listening to this song
Gila!! I was trying so hard to not dance!!! haha!! begarak pulang sudah sikit bahu tu masa mendanagr!hahaha!!!....and of course falling asleep for the rest of the journey.
Hmmm...what else happened this week???....Babysitting went a little 'slope-y' and of course there are also times that felt like facing turbulances....hmmm...but yeah~
Haaaaa.... I didnt write much but I already feel a bit weeeeeee tired. haha!! Alrighty! That's all for now!
P/S: Aku suka orang ani!!! HANDSOME!!! HANDSOME!!!! HANDSOME!!!!!!!!!!!
*sigh~~~~~~~*;P
NFH has lit up your life again at 6:32 AM
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
So...I've made a new blog. As this is my first post and I'm well drained with editing the blog skin (which I'm not very happy with) and every of those other things, I've decided to make a simple and straight forward post with the most obvious matter which is---- I've made a new blog :)
I kind of remember now why I deleted the old one...but nyeh~ I'll soon miss blogging and writing and quite frankly, I don't exactly blog, I gibber! haha! and I have a feeling there will be lots to gibber. I'll fill this blog up in no time! Plus, plus, PLUS!!!!..I need to polish up my writing skills anyway...and with my current situation (i.e. having a rusty English writing skills, having almost slim to none ability of dramatising my written works and having a VERY LOONNGGG school break!) blogging seems the closest thing to composing literary works. Of course..I wouldn't exactly consider this as 'literary' but oh well~
I'll continue this later. As I've said before, I'm well drained with all the kerfuffle with the codings and all...so yeah. I'll blog (or rather senselessly go on of something) soon!
